Yeah pretty much a lot of emotions racing in my mind at the very moment. I just cant seem to pick facts straight; maybe its time to start to twist things to my like? Nothing seems to be in my way and i cant look forward to such outcomes anymore just because i am:
- impecunious
- having many wantings which is actually necessary
- insomniac (couldn' sleep before its 7am)
- landing with unwanted arguments with my loved ones
- craving for super classified food which is beyond my affordability
- gasping myself for some quality TIME with my besties
- STILL jobless after all the effort i put to
Having all these in your life at one go can drive anyone pointlessly to some verge of breaking down. I am not so good in being an optimist but i think the only reason i still live by is because; i believe God has reasons for everything that's happening in our life (is that called optimism?) ; and i cant see myself for being a coward to fall into a sink hole without trying my best to come out of it. So yesterday, i decided that i shall start maneuvering my unwanted troubling thoughts by praying more than i ever did in my life.
My days seems to be less of sunshine but that doesn't mean the sun will not warm me from the blizzard I'm braving through!
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