Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Reach higher

Im glad i had lil words with YOU after weeks of everythings not.

AND im more than proud to hear you are advancing well in what u are pursuing now..

You have been different and now you have evolved to be different again.....

Like i told you many times: Talk is cheap; but if you walk the talk; you quote your price.

Congrats on the achievement!!!

To me it doesnt matter what you will be rewarded,

because I know you have reached the higher peak of the mountain which you only dreamt in daylight.

+reach higher, i know you will+
missing mr.montblanc.

Monday, March 30, 2009


I lied today.

I had no choice because they gave me none. WHY?

I knew they wouldn take my words because they had WHAT to believe.

Sounds confusing? It is and it is more than what i have written here.

SLAPS hard on my face like the downpour on my back because i have fallen flat on face again.

Dont pick me up but give me a hand so i will get up and start IT all over.

Fishing for memories - lost all that i had.

the blame was not on me at least...thanks to my lie!

How ostensible can I be as much as i HATE anythin to do with LIES?

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Lights off please!

IT has been the major word being spoken around the world or at least to be precise in Malaysia for the past one week! Why Malaysians always have the mentality to exaggerate an event so much that they actually don't even know what they are in to. Okay scratch the last sentence, however what is actually Earth Hour suppose to be for? A worldwide campaign to highlight the threat of climate change?...

So by having ur lights switched off for approximately one hour,will that make a difference? Cmon answer me on that for those ppl who have been nonchalantly voicing that they are in this. Retrospectively, we all knew how much electricity we waste everyday. By just switching of the lights for a mere one hour in a whole year, will that justify what you have been actually wasting every other day in that year???

On the other hand, this event is actually a way to urge the United Nation representatives, government officials and everyone else who will be involved in making decision towards taking a drastic measure to cease global warming and the effects it brings. The organizers at World Wildlife Fund actually need at least a billion of votes so that this issue will be acknowledged in the coming Global Climate Change Conference end of this year. (AND ITS SO LAME TO EVEN THINK ABOUT THEM; HAVING TO HAVE OUR VOTES , SO THAT THEY CAN DO SOMETHIN ABOUT GLOBAL WARMING!!!)

Many of you out there have voted in and I truly hope that you will not stop your effort to voice out and conserve energy not just for an hour in a year. Think about all the times you left your PC switched on for hours to download an illegal movie, you forgot to switch off your water heater or the most common one: dozing of while letting your mobile charged more than it has to. YOU may be the biggest culprit behind global warming then, however since you are accepting the call of Earth Hour tonight, start conserving energy and use it wisely because all we have is one EARTH to live in.

+Lets be UNITED together in it, not just
for this event but for the purpose of it+

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Because it is law of life...

I was deep in my thoughts thinking of what has been and whats not for the past few months.

Minutes then, i got a text from Yeng Ping. I read once. And i re-read till i can enounce each syllable with my eyes closed as i start to hyperventilate.

How can it come too soon??? She has been everything a girl could be.

My friend: Thasia Thushani.
Met her at SkCS..
My fellow friend since Standard Two, were classmates since St3 till St6.
She is a kaleidoscope of multiple talents.
More to it, she is a good friend whom i had a lot of fun in my younger days.
AND now everything seems far-fethced for her.
Diagnosed with that draconian disease, i can never understand why life has got to offer us such agony.
El told me, when she met her years back at a camp, she was lively and all the same except her physique which had shrunk.

SHE knows her days arent long for that she intend to meet her friends. For someone who is n the edge of the world, all she desire is to meet us; her FRIENDS!

I could not ask more from God but to keep her by her loved ones because I thought she has fought enough with it and began her journey back last year.

IF you know her and wish to make her last days filled with hope and unremmitting memories, please tag along to guide her to the PeaceVille.

+i missed calling YOU my highness, Thasia+

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Long lost friend

is the union of spirits,
a marriage of hearts,
and the bond thereof virtue.
-william penn-

For all that we know, friends come and go in our life and the friendships which last are the ones destined and comes truly from our heart.

I can talk forever about friends and everything this special bond means to me. Nevertheless, this is not a post on that but perhaps on this friend and whatever we chatted after a long pause in between us: Arie. We were never really close and met when we were both going for tuition at SMC back in 2005. Four years...so many things had gone past us. I am really glad to talk with someone who cherishes the memories of our past no matter how insane it was thinking of how we were back then. Recalling all the sweet-sour times, one can reminisce forever. Thanks my friend for your share!

The day went well. Almost impossible to believe that, i had my cousins with their family at my place on a Saturday evening. Very well its impossible coz my mum has classes every Saturday and somehow she said yes when they asked whether they could drop by. They came around 5 and then the young ones and me went swimming. Im truly ashamed to confess this but it had been a great 2years since i swam in the swimming pool at my condo. I certainly had a whale of time splashing water at Nesh and Arya, making fun of them in their cute swimming trunks, telling stories of piranhas+crocs+killer whales... and basking under the cloudy weather feeling the cold breeze once we get out of the pool.

Then, we made our way to Midv to catch Slumdog. Don't ask me if its my second time just because you have watched it in the pre-historic age of HollyBolly-wood. Im risking myself to be back to the Ice Age since i have no sources to watch all the movies I want to indulge in. Some which includes: Twilight, Eagle Eye, Nights in Rodanthe, Mamma Mia, Wall E, HSM3, Quantum of Solace, Benjamin Button, Beverly Hills Chihuahua, Bolt, Australia, Marley&Me, The Day the Earth Stood Still and a lot more. PLEASE don't tell me to download and watch it coz my comp doesn have sufficient memory, net's speed sucks big time, and I hate watching it on PC. I'm planning to rob a DVD shop.

Would you be my accomplice? No turning back for sure!

Friday, March 20, 2009

Training- Day 1 [16th Feb]

I know most of you have been wondering whether I settled in at some place with no PC or the net connection is wrecked as I've been loosing my touch with the surreal world lately. However, without much ado I shall bank in to clear all my debts now!

If you were aware, my first day of training was nothing like I expected. My dad tagged along to send me to the training place just because my mum was feeling insecured. I was already feeling dreadful since Hesh wont be there +sigh+ When i reached the floor, i saw people of my age group queueing up at the reception counter. Bidding bye to dad, I smiled at the lady near the counter who was wearing a micro mini skirt. Seriously, I wondered whether there is a dress code after coming to know that she was one of the HR assistant who will be guiding me towards the enrollment into the company.

When the Chinese guy who was standing in front of me in the line sped off to a room on the far end of the reception counter, my turn came and I was handed the guide book, forms and a name tag and walked to that same room. First glimpse, i saw half of the room was filled with at least a dozen of girls and few boys. I scrambled myself next to this Chinese girl who had a pixie boy hair cut. I sat in silence since she didn't look much approachable. So after going through all the terms and signing wherever I were supposed to, I continued reading Angels and Demons(the last of Brown's so Im reading at a very slow pace) and suddenly my phone vibrated and the screen showed a message from Kartik :p Hmmm a message from K made me feel a bit relaxed since my heart was pulsating, sitting in a room filled with complete strangers...and the jokes he cracked LOL wish I can type out the ARR's oh-so-dam fan's quote!!!

The lady with the micro mini skirt abruptly entered to the room and everyone started to whisper on the same time; so it sounded like whooosh! Then just like the sudden whisper I had to strain my ears to hear the sound of the air-cond machine. She started to break the ice and warmed the room in a matter of second. WOW! Thats how a trained hot executive can make her way with the fantastic people skills she has acquired.

Once the briefing ended, those present for the job were grouped into two according to our campaign. We were handed to a trainer for the next seven days for tutorial and whatsoever. That is when i found new friends and let me tell you they are so NICE and COOL to have around!! After getting to know them, we were briefed on how the job will be, what it requires and the way to work up to the trainer's expectations.

Shortly, the lunch time was up. Few of them stayed in...but i managed to get the girl who sat by my side to have lunch together. So we headed to McD in KL Sentral across the Plaza Sentral since we didn have much time to search for a a nice eatery. I learned she has the same last name as my primary school friend: PING. Ping will be 22 this year, has a twin, and on her last semester's break of the higher diploma which she is pursuing in the field of Psychology at KTAR. Much to our own astonishment, we really got along darn well and understood each other on just meeting an hour ago. We managed to eat only the McChicken bcoz we were busy exchanging questions and answers, so we grabbed the fries back to work. The plastic cup of our fizz drink was half full-GUESS what? we both HATE carbonated drinks.High-Five babe!!

The rest of the day was boring. We never really paid any attention to all the blabbering by my trainer and ending with the exam of the day. WELL, this company which hired me, seems to practice high level of professionalism since they have to maintain their quality amongst the other outbound call centers which is why they pick only the best (OHiGUESSso) and deemed its better to examine us after each of the training session. Those who didn't pass the first time were given another chance and if you are still lagging, then they kick you out with a 24hour notice.

Are you lot wondering what is so exceptional about this TELEMARKETER job?! For god's sake its like any other job, its just that you need to be very courteous to the customers whom you are engaging with and its very different than a customer service one since its outbound. We are required to market insurance products to prominent banks' clients unlike ordinary people who own a Sim card from a network. You get what i mean? Sounds easy? I hope so.

Monday, March 16, 2009


Ever wondered by answering one online quiz with nine very random questions, it can tell more of your better self? Well it obviously did for me and i don't know how?! Check out mine and justify for yourself...

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun, people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Sunday, March 15, 2009


Random one!

All day i was procrastinating...never knew why but pulled that through in everything i planned to do today. +sigh+

Just an hour back, i managed to get hold of the TV remote since dad and bro were exhausted to
watch anything tonight after their fishing trip; so yeah after a long time i watched a movie all by myself peacefully.

It was an Indonesian one on Kirana. On first thought, it seems like a typical love story but as i just kept on with my wild guesses, it turned out to be a triangular-love story and what set the story a lil bit different from the other sappy ones is the hero whom is around the age of 30+ fell in love with a twelve years old girl. He didnt have any kinky thoughts and neither did she.

Of course the story wouldn be as simple as that with the twists existing in the form of his ex (who betrayed him), the girl's mother objecting, and a friend of her who is trying to show some love.. I know it sounds ridiculous to actually sit and watch a story like this, but on a second thought i didn regret on watching it because it does seem vivid and sensible to come across such love especially during the 20th century. Since i believe you cant gauge love because there isnt a tool do so; i liked the theme of this story!

I dont want to rant the synopsis of the story here, nevertheless the ending is not what you will expect (maybe not the one i did)...so if you happen to notice I love you Om playing on Kirana sometime in a boring day of yours, why not watch it??

Saturday, March 14, 2009

apricots anyone?

People i know i have abandoned my blog
like for so freakin long...
I will get back to ya all soon and
with lotsa stories to tell.....
so ya'll please wait aite???
thanxx xxoo

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